I hope you read this, biatch~
I effing hate it. When someone don't even care how I feel and just care bout others. Y'know what? If you don't even care bout me, don't even care bout others! Pilih kasih! Kebodohan terserlah!
Of course I know who I am. Kuli! Someone who you don't need to think bout their feelings. Someone who you can ask to do what you want! Someone who you ask to stay and just waiting for your orders. Or should I say I am a robot? Oh coool! As if I didn't respect you, of course I can kill you. Of course I don't care bout what you say. But SADLY, I still respect you after what you have done to me! Aigoo I'm freakin stupid right??? I am stupid because I still respect you. But how about you? Have you ever respect my opinion, me myself? No you never! You never let me go, you keep me in this house and do what you ask, waiting for your orders everyday, and hear all your critics everyday!
I really hope to have a very happy exciting teenage life just like others. Being with FRIENDS and family, do what I want with your willingness. But I know it will never happen. NEVER. I just can sit here do nothing. Stupid me! Stupid me because of your stupidness! I never feel like other teenagers!
Don't ever do me just like how your parents treat you! It's wrong. Seriously, you want to treat me just like how they treat you? Times changed, its changed. How dare you make me like this. I never feel a real love by you, I never feel freedom, I never feel all that! You think by treat me like this, you can make me a better person. No you are FUCKING wrong! Don't even expect me to treat you nicely after this. Maybe not now, but later, yes. I mark my own word! Don't expect me to be a better person! You will never make me a better person. All your way, how you treat me, what have you done to me, are totally wrong. Don't ever regret it. That's all!
Labels: broken english, My Own Life, sad