Assalamualaikumwarahmatullah :(

Ottoke what should I do?!!

Few days left. And it'll be 2013. Yup I feel happy for it, but I feel sad too in the same time :( yaa new year mean new school for me. I'll not study at Smk Agama Sibu anymore. I'll study at Smk Bukit Assek at this first month. And then, I'll move to MRSM Betong if my offer approved.

Reason why I move from my old school?

First, my school is far awayyyy from my house. And no one can send me to my school anymore. My mom have to send my sisters to their kindergarten, my father, work work. My siblings? No they can't.

Why don't you live at hostel?

My father said earlier, 'mun maok diam asrama, jauh alu, boh dekat' you don't understand? Naa I don't care. HAHAHAHA

And then, some of my teachers is really really annoying and some of  'em hate me. I guess. But yeah, that's why I move to another school :(

Ok actually I don't even care if I move to other school IF someone are with me. I mean my friends. Yaa I afraid if I have no one, no friends at my new school. Of course it will be difficult for me to do something. No one gonna help me. Aigoo why I always think bout this?

And then, I feel it's such a waste of money to always move to other school. And then, other school have different school uniform from others. My old school, with maxi size Hijab, and button at wrist shirt. And this  Smk Bukit Assek, just a normal white school uniform. But for MRSM? Blue school uniform, and yellow school uniform. Aigoo I need to buy many school uniform! It's very such a waste of money!

But what else I can do? My parents want me to move to other school :') maybe their plan is the best. Yaa parents know what are good for us. I trust 'em. I only hope students from other school will accept me for who I am. Im just normal student. Nothing special about me.

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullah :(

Ottoke what should I do?!!

Few days left. And it'll be 2013. Yup I feel happy for it, but I feel sad too in the same time :( yaa new year mean new school for me. I'll not study at Smk Agama Sibu anymore. I'll study at Smk Bukit Assek at this first month. And then, I'll move to MRSM Betong if my offer approved.

Reason why I move from my old school?

First, my school is far awayyyy from my house. And no one can send me to my school anymore. My mom have to send my sisters to their kindergarten, my father, work work. My siblings? No they can't.

Why don't you live at hostel?

My father said earlier, 'mun maok diam asrama, jauh alu, boh dekat' you don't understand? Naa I don't care. HAHAHAHA

And then, some of my teachers is really really annoying and some of  'em hate me. I guess. But yeah, that's why I move to another school :(

Ok actually I don't even care if I move to other school IF someone are with me. I mean my friends. Yaa I afraid if I have no one, no friends at my new school. Of course it will be difficult for me to do something. No one gonna help me. Aigoo why I always think bout this?

And then, I feel it's such a waste of money to always move to other school. And then, other school have different school uniform from others. My old school, with maxi size Hijab, and button at wrist shirt. And this  Smk Bukit Assek, just a normal white school uniform. But for MRSM? Blue school uniform, and yellow school uniform. Aigoo I need to buy many school uniform! It's very such a waste of money!

But what else I can do? My parents want me to move to other school :') maybe their plan is the best. Yaa parents know what are good for us. I trust 'em. I only hope students from other school will accept me for who I am. Im just normal student. Nothing special about me.